Tuesday, November 30, 2010

CHRISTmukkah IS HERE!!!

Okay Peeps... so here is the deal... CHRISTmukkah is starting here in our fam... in which we celebrate JESUS OUR LIGHT! :) So the next 8 days of post will be CHRISTMUKKAH related! So if you are not interested.. skip my blog for the next week! :) I won't be offended! :0)
So I have been "Celebrating" Christmukkah for the last 6 or 7 years. But I have kinda stepped up my game a little bit every year. Learning more and more about Hanukkah. So here is kinda of a lengthy explanation of a little bit of "Hanakkuah" or my CHRISTmukkah"! Some of it is a little wordy.. so u can just scan through it if you want. But is is kinda long.. so if you make it through CONGRATS!!! :)


Always being mindful that JESUS is the reason for the Season!!!
SHALOM PEEPS! :)



Hanukkah Means Rededication to the Lord"

If we would not have the holiday of Hanukkah, we would not have SALVATION! If God would have allowed success to the “Tyrant” of 165 BCE by the name of Antiochus Epiphanes, all Jews would have been annihilated off the face of the earth! But God, in His grace and mercy, interceded because of His promise to the forefathers, Avraham, Yitzchak and Ya'akov. Therefore, “when the fullness of time was come God sent forth His Son, born of a woman, born under the Torah.” (Galatians 4:4) The promised Messiah came to the Jewish people and to the rededicated Temple to become the Redeemer of all mankind who will receive Him. The attempt to destroy all the Jews by Antiochus was an attempt by Satan to stop the coming of Messiah. Even as the Holocaust was an effort by Satan to prevent the formation of the State of Israel, thus preventing Messiah’s return to Zion. So, without Hanukkah there would be no salvation, because there would be no Savior born to the Jews! When the world by-and-large is busy preaching a Jewishless Messiah in December, we also have the opportunity to exhort with great patience and instruction the Jewish people about the Good News of the Jewish Messiah.

Often we are told that Hanukkah is not a Biblical festival, commanded by God, therefore it is not important for Israel to celebrate it. Our response must come from both, a historical and a Brit Chadashah perspective. At the time of the great victory of the Jews over Antiochus Epiphanes in 165 BCE, the Temple was cleaned of the satanic image of Antiochus — at which all Jews were being forced to bow down or die — and rededicated to God. As a matter of Scriptural truth, which the Brit Chadashah bore witness two centuries later, the Shechinah, or Presence of God, returned to the Holy of Holies and stayed there until the death of Yeshua upon the Roman execution cross.

When the Temple was rededicated the Macabee family led the nation in the observance of Sukkot, according to the historical account found in the Apocryphal - Non-Scriptural - but historic book of II Macabees 10:6-9. And so, the holiday referred to as Rededication, as it was later surnamed, was actually the observance out of season of the Feast of Tabernacles or Sukkot. According to the historical account the Menorah was re-lit in the Temple with only enough kosher oil for one day. The miracle was that it lasted seven more days - through the eight day holiday of Sukkot.

But, how about Christmas? One might have logically concluded that December 25 used to be a pagan holiday, but now we celebrate it unto the Lord in honor of Yeshua’s birth. But the problem with this is that God asked us not to be a stumbling block for the Jews. In Deuteronomy 12:29-32 God instructs Israel that they are not to worship Him as the nations worship their false gods. The Holy One commands, “You shall not behave thus towards the Lord your God.” In verse 30 He states, “... do not inquire about their gods, saying, ‘how do these nations serve their gods, that I may do likewise?’“ God does not want Jews to worship Him on pagan days or in pagan ways, because Moses (Torah) is read in Synagogues in every city every Shabbat. This is why the apostles decided that Gentiles, who converted from their pagan ways to Torah true Judaism, should not either. In Acts 15:28, the Spirit of God writes, through the apostles, “For it seemed good to the Holy Spirit and to us...” Plainly then, God does not want the Ekklesia, His Bride, to use customs and rites that the heathen used — even though they might be well intentioned.

So many Christians take stumbling the Jews lightly, but Yeshua doesn’t. In Revelation 2:14-16, we see that Yeshua is coming back to make war with the Congregation of Pergamum for placing stumbling blocks before the children of Israel. He is returning in wrath to them. At the time of Hanukkah, in 165 BCE, December 25 was celebrated as the birth of the sun-god Jupiter, but it was Jupiter that the Maccabees sought to cleanse the Holy of Holies from. When they succeeded they established the holiday. Hanukkah stands in opposition to paganism, not in favor of Judaism being expressed through pagan days and customs. The Menorah is a light glowing in protest to Jupiter and his day. The saying at Hanukkah, “Nes Gadol Hayah Sham” — “A great miracle happened there” — is in reference to the Presence of God in His rededicated Temple.

Yet, Messianic believers know that the fulfillment of the Hanukkah miracle was not that God’s Presence dwelt in the replica of the Temple from heaven, a replica built of stones with human hands, but that God’s Presence dwelt in human flesh in David’s Greater Son — Yeshua, the Messiah of Israel. Now we can say with the deepest understanding “A GREAT MIRACLE HAPPENED THERE” — for God is now present among His people in a new Temple, which is the Messiah Himself.

How can we then celebrate the holiday? We could tell the story of Sukkot — the glorious King has come to us in His humble Sukkah to fellowship with man. But there is one aspect of the ‘out of season Sukkot’ — Hanukkah — which is unique, the lighting of the Hanukkah Menorah. Even though great lights were burning on huge pedestals to completely enlighten Jerusalem on Sukkot, this feature has been lost to Sukkot, but retained in Hanukkah. It was at the Feast of Sukkot that Yeshua said, “I AM THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.”

John 1:4 tells us that in Yeshua was life, and that it is the life of Yeshua which enlightens our own lives, that without Him we live out our lives in dark fear and striving against one another. On the Menorah this symbolism is born out beautifully. The Shammash, or servant candle, represents the light of Messiah. It is the ninth candle and represents God the Servant Messiah. When that great light touches our darkened lives, we become lights too, and Yeshua said to us, “YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD.” In Matthew 5:14-16, He said that we were to share the light, letting our lives shine before all people through the good we can do in His Name. John 10:21-22 tells us that the Messiah came to His Temple at Hanukkah and proclaimed that He was the Light of the Menorah.

Proclaiming Messiah to the Jew first and also to the Gentile is the reason we live and endure. We announce through the Festival of Lights that God is present with us — IMMANUEL — Yeshua the Messiah of Israel. The question we must deal with is “Does my life reflect that light of the Service Candle?"

This Hanukkah, we dare not to shrink from proclaiming Messiah, even as Moses raised up the despised and rejected serpent upon a pole in the wilderness, so that the people of Israel looked up to it and were healed — that was a type and symbol of our Messiah, that although we have - as a nation - looked up to Him upon that Roman cross with abhorrence despising the One who claims to be our King — it is to that despised and abhorred One that every Jewish person needs to look for the healing that leads to life, not just temporary as in the wilderness of Sinai, but to life eternal! As Yeshua is with the nation, so may He be with every Jew as we reflect the light of God’s Holy Presence that shines so brightly from the Hanukkiah at this time of year!

The importance of all Jewish holidays which God gave must find their significance not only in looking backward at what God had done, but also in looking forward to what God will do, how He will fulfill His Holy Days. In the case of Sukkot, we find that it is the celebration of God with us, in Messiah reigning upon David’s throne in the Millennial Kingdom. Zechariah 14:16 says: “And it shall come to pass, that everyone who is left of all the nations which came against Jerusalem shall go up from year to year to worship the King, the Lord of hosts, and to keep the Feast of Sukkot.” We also ascertain from Scripture that Yeshua, at His first coming, was born at Sukkot when is His birthday party for those who received Him in faith and repentance, but in the same time we look ahead at His second coming when all Israel will enter into the greater meaning of the High Holy Days including Sukkot.

God has called the Jews to observe the feast of Sukkot and has called the Messianic believers to magnify its meaning in His Son - for all the holidays are shadows of Messiah. The historical truth is that Hanukkah is Sukkot so, through a New Covenant principle, enunciated in II Timothy 4:1,2, by Paul, at Hanukkah we have a perfect opportunity to preach the Word concerning Messiah out of season, even as we do in season during the High Holy Days.

Shabbat joy, peace and blessings! Shabbat Shalom!





Monday, November 29, 2010

It's begining to look a lot like CHRISTMAS!!! :)


So after our fun filled weekend at the beach we headed back home Saturday. We have a fabulous tree farm in Albany that we have gone to every year since we moved there.. and WE LOVE IT!!!! We love the whole experience of taking the wagon out to the farm and of course giving my 2,3,4 and 8 year old a turn at the CHRISTMAS TREE SAW!!! To cut down our PERFECT TREE!!!! Then after it is all cut and loaded back on the wagon we go in for some hot cocoa and cookies! :) I HEART CHRISTMAS TIME!!! PLUS our 7 1/2 ft tree cost us 20 BUCKS!!! :) So that kicked off our Christmas Decorating weekend and it was jammed packed!! We got our tree up with lights on Saturday but we were all so tired and decided to get the other stuff done sunday. So we woke up sunday.. gathered some greenery around the yard to make some Christmas wreaths!! AND can I just say... THIS WAS FUN!!! I made like 10!!!! :) Then after our wreaths were made, we got the Christmas box out with all of our tree decorations and took them out one by one and one kid at a time decorated the tree and they had a blast! Had some more hot chocolate then everyone tooks naps! When everyone woke up we ended the Christmas Prep time with making some good old Christmas Sugar cookies!!!! It was a fun day! :) So excited for Christmas!!!

Today we woke up and our job was to hang lights and rake leaves! And can I just say that for me to say that we have a lot of leaves would be a HUGE UNDERSTATEMENT!!!! SERIOUSLY we have sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many leaves!!! It is going to take us till next fall to clean all these up!!! :)

So I was out today from about 9am - 3pm! Hanging lights and raking!! Jon was home today so that was awesome So it was so nice to be outside just working away! :) Anyways. Ok.. So I think I got you caught up!!! :)



Peace out Peeps!!!



WHEW!!! FUN TIMES!!!!!!

Ok so hold on to your hats.. got a lot of catching up to do
So last year we went to Lincoln City on Oregon's Coast. There is not a whole lot to do there... but there is.... MIDNIGHT MADNESS!!!!!!! This is almost as cool as my "Christmas" I am like a little kid!!! :) Looking for the best sale! The BEST thing about the the outlets there is there were no crowds!!!! My mom and I left about 9:30 and we got back around 3. Then headed back out for round 2 at 8 and got back at noon!! :) Then I headed BACK OUT again for ROUND 3 at about 3ish... :) Aside from the thrill of it all shopping. This time is really special for me, to spend with my mom. It is one of those "mother/daughter times" we have a beat.. and we dance to it for sure!!! :)

In other news. My kids had a blast searching out "treasures" along the beach with my dad and Jon. They had a blast. My dad points out and gives a lesson to each item they pick up!!!! It is pretty funny! IT was such a great THANKSGIVING!! So much to be thankful for this year. Seeing God's constant provision in our lives even when things still get tight sometimes. He is FAITHFUL FAITHFUL ALWAYS ALWAYS!!! Lots and LOTS to be thankful for!

My pics are not downloading.. so I will have to post them later!! :)
Peace out Peeps!!!

Thursday, November 25, 2010

THANKSGIVING!




Well this year we have SOOO much to be Thankful for!!! And that is NO JOKE! This year more than ever I have never seen God's provision in our life so radical! Sometimes day by day. It was a pretty low year for us but although most days in the earlier part of the year were filled with tears. It brought Jon and the kids and I all closer together! And that is WHAT I AM SOO THANKFUL for.. Through "better or WORSE" this journey of up and downs. valley and hills. So Thankful for everyone I mean EVERYONE!!! who has come along side our family in ways that some don't even know! So Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I hope you guys are blessed this year!!! :)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

KID LIFE!

So a big shout out to my peeps who have been praying for me and my group on Wednesday nights. It has been such a HUGE blessing to me. To be working back with girls again. This group that I have rocks. So I took a couple of pics tonight.. So for those of you who are praying for us a little visual!!! THANKS TO YOU PEEPS!! It means alot to me!! For your support! :)











Tuesday, November 16, 2010

My Grandma's

Well growing up we moved ALOT!!! about every 4 years or so. I think the longest we stayed somewhere was Idaho. My dad's mom, my Grandma Howery lived with us for most of my life and she was kinda like my "best friend" growing up. When we moved she moved. She always had her little apartment right down stairs. with a kitchen and the whole set up at every house we were at. So i would go crawl in bed with her in the morning. Or if I got scared I would be in her bed. She made us special breakfast on our Birthday at "her house" each of us kids were really excited about that. She was also an "older" Grandma but that didn't slow her down by any means. When we moved to Idaho she had started in the beginning stages of Alzheimer's that was hard on the whole family. And it became so much of a risk to keep her at the house that we had to put her in a home where she could be monitored 24-7. My mom pretty much had the duty while she lived at our house and it just got to be to much. She would run away.. she tried to cook which almost started a fire... and so on and on.. So we put her in a care house which was SOOO hard on my Dad and me. I was super close to my Grandma and it was hard but I totally got it. It just wasn't working at the house her dementia had set in alot! So I faithfully visited her 3- 4 times a week. Brought donuts in on Sundays played there games with them did makeovers with ladies. And as you know in Alzheimer's they just completely lose it.. So she had no idea who I was. I was some different lady that came in every time I came in although her most famous one was that I was married to her boyfriend!!! LOL Anyways. So in 1998 my grandma passed away. And it was such a blessing she had lived with this disease for so long and it just seemed to be miserable. My Grandma was not my Grandma for many many years. I was at Bible School when she passed away.

Being that we moved so much we never lived near my mom's mom, my Grandma Clark. We would visit her in California about once a year. And for those couple of years we were back in Cali. we were there for Christmas and Thanksgiving. But I don't remember being there a lot. It wasn't until I had Abbie that I started getting to "know" my Grandma. My Grandpa had passed away shortly before Jon and I got married. And as WE ALL know.. I got preggers right after that.. So Abbie came along pretty quick. I had such a great relationship with my Grandma Howery and that relationship was so important to me. I wanted to have that same thing for my kids that I had. Being around grandparents but even cooler a GREAT GRANDMA. My Grandma Clark was and is the only Grandparent I had at that time. So I lived in Ventura, CA and my Grandma lived in Long Beach so it was about a 2hr drive.. on a good day! :) (gotta love the LA traffic) So I would try to come out about 2 times a month. We both had Disneyland Passes so that is mostly what we did. We had some special times out at the Resort where just "us girls" went (US meaning my grandma, me and Abbie) and of course do some shopping. I didn't have these kinds of times with my Grandma growing up so I was so blessed to have those times with her as an adult and with Abbie!

My Grandma moved last month into a Retirement Center. (Not one like my Grandma Howery's) like a College dorm for OLD PEOPLE!!! LOL! Anyways, after 60 years of being in that house in Lakewood,CA she made the move! I haven't been there yet but I am looking forward to be able to visit. But she seems to be having a great time at her new house. Involved with KICKBALL and everything (LOL)

Last night my parents got in from being in California for almost a month!!! I was so glad they are BACK!! But they brought alot of stuff cause my grandma had to downsize in a MAJOR WAY!! She brought alot of pictures.. alot of photo books that I had made for her along the years that I totally forgot about. I bought my Grandma some "golden mickey ears" on one of our special trips to Disneyland. That I had personalized for her and Abbie, and hers says "G.G" Talk about a flood of memories.. So I was looking through all of these treasures that she stored and kept CRYING MY EYES OUT!! And I am just one of 7 grand kids and 10 great grand kids. All these "treasures"

I am so thankful for her! :) And I can't wait to go see her new bachelorette pad! :)



Monday, November 15, 2010

I CAN'T HARDLY WAIT

So Thanksgiving is coming up and I CAN HARDLY WAIT!!!!! It is probably my 2nd favorite time of year.. (ok ok.. I will admit it is because of the shopping.. but whatever!!) Last year we went to the coast with my parents to celebrate thanksgiving and then we did Midnight Madness.. (Can I just say there is nothing more BONDIFING (if that's a word) than shopping with your mom till 5 am in the morning.. IT TOTALLY ROCKED!!! I like to hold all the bags even if they are not mine just to make me feel better about my shopping experience! ANYHOW!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!! I am also looking forward to just going and having some family time. We will leave the Wednesday of Thanksgiving week and come home Monday! :) And on the way home we will stop in A-TOWN at the Christmas Tree farm to pick up our Christmas Tree! I must say I love going to that place every year!

We put up our Christmas lights up last night mainly because it was a dry weekend.. (don't worry we are not going to plug them in until after thanksgiving peeps.) But all the lights that fit our house last year..barely cover our house now!!!
Anyways.. I hope this week goes by fast!!!!! I am ready for a little vaca!!! Plus it will be nice cause my parents have been in cali for almost a month! So it will be nice to hang with them!


Sunday, November 14, 2010

Churches vs Bars

Ok.. so I am going to attempt to get this thought out. So hopefully it will make sense.
So I worked in the nursery today at church..(CAUSE EVERYONE KNOW I LOVE BABIES SO MUCH... ya right..) Abbie wanted to volunteer in the nursery but she is to young so she has to be occupied by an adult. So lucky me I am the adult! It was very awkward cause everyone has "OBVIOUSLY" worked the nursery before and had their rocker chairs. So whatev... Abbie was having a fabulous time.. so I just kinda followed her lead. Another note was that Mom's Group that I attended was super hard to meet someone as well.. So I told Jon that I wasn't going to go back and he said I need to try it again. well I went 3 more times. And it kinda got worse!! Ok.. so I am totally admitting... that I am not the most sensitive person when it comes to stuff like that. I am totally fine sitting there by myself. OK so brace yourself. I am not really looking for friends. As you all know I had this revelation like a year ago... (now let me explain this for the sake of that sounding bad) You know. I was thinking today... (not that I was a big bar hopper or anything) but the people I would meet on a "NIGHT OUT" are WAY THE HECK more friendlier than sometimes people at church. Why is that. I have no idea. You know.. then I was thinking a little bit about Jesus life. You know talk about LONELY!!! and getting the BRUSH off!!! You know He always just spoke the truth, He took comfort in his own father's will and guidance while here on earth.
You know and that's what I was thinking.. not in a screw you all kinda way. But THIS IS THE LIFE GOD gave me.. AND THIS IS WHO HE HAS MADE ME TO BE. So start living with ME! It's all about HIM.. NOTHING about US.. and EVERYTHING we do is KINGDOM work! Cause when we start living IN and WITH JESUS life just seems more clear. The drama the cliques the OH did I mention the DRAMA just goes by the waste side.


Peace out PEEPS! :)



Thursday, November 11, 2010

Visit from OLD FRIENDS!! :)

So today my friend Krissy and her kiddies came for a visit. It was SOOO nice to see them!!! Been a bit crazy around here the last couple of weeks so it was nice to have her here for a visit and to just chit chat! :) We made MY FAMOUS (well not really my famous) but we make them every years. They are cocoa rice krispie balls with pretzels and marshmellows. They are yummy and the kids seems to have fun making them! :)



HEY... about this pic... I AM NOT SAYING ANYTHING!!!




Operation Christmas!

Operations Christmas. I think is my new favorite thing! This was super cool to experience not just a "lesson" for my kids but I think it was a bigger lesson for me! It was very cool to have the kids go through the store and carefully pick their gifts for the kids they choose. It was awesome! So if you haven't done your shoebox yet. Please please do! It will be a blessing to other but you will be shocked how much it will bless you! :)




Zeke's First Day of Preschool!

So I am a little bit behind on blogging.. so you get a bunch tonight! (LUCKY YOU)

So Zeke started preschool on Tuesday, and HE LOVED IT!!!! So here is a pic of #3 on his special day! :)



Tuesday, November 9, 2010

I might not be cut out for this "MOM" thing!

Ok so yesterday was one of those days where I was looking at my house and life and saying REALLY!!!! Obviously my no kid/no marriage plan didn't really work out!! So you know how you have a job and you have a satisfaction of saying "I did that" or you accomplish a goal that you had been working on for a long time and your boss is stoked with the outcome! Well that doesn't happen when your a stay at home mom!!! YES YES... I get it... one day you will see the outcome!!! But sometimes that day to day CHAOS just goes unnoticed and I wonder.. So I am making a difference... I just blew up at my kids and I have to be going to mom hell or something! But then you get that glimmer of hope! We were all out in the yard yesterday blowing our leaves (WHICH IS A JOKE IN ITSELF) And everyone working and laughing........ bring a smile and a reminder that this is what all the CHAOS is worth in the end! AND ALSO on another note......... of being cut out to be a mom!!! Why do mom's always have to talk about their kids?? I mean I totally get it.. Most of the time I blog about my kids the going on of life so forth!!! But really? You know the conversations about Turkey Drives and the DRAMA OF WHERE TO SHOP FOR THE TURKEY!!! or Potty Training your kid.......... well you know.... MAYBE HE ISN'T READY??? SO STOP STRESSING YOURSELF OUT ALREADY!!!!!! I mean really it is just weird sometimes to listen to people and what stresses them out............I told Jon last night I don't think i was cut out to be a "MOM" you know where can I go to talk to someone and I don't have to hear these random dumb things. So Jon told me to join a singles group!!!! (I THOUGHT THAT IDEA WAS AWESOME)

But at the end of the day I wouldn't want to be anywhere else, with anyone else. I deep DEEP DEEP down inside LOVE the CHAOS and would be lost without it! And they will all be grown way to fast!!!! SO I will continue to enjoy the days God has blessed me with!!

But I KNOW I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS THOUGHT THIS!!!!! :P

PEACE OUT PEEPS!!!
ENJOY YOUR KIDDIES TODAY!


Sunday, November 7, 2010

Skate Parties and stuffy stuff!

SO tonight Caid had a Skate Bday Party for his bestest little girl friend at his school. It was a lot of fun! Man but it brought so many memories of Jr High and Skate Bday parties!!! And here I am with my 2 oldest teaching them how to skate!!!! It was bitter sweet!!!

So here are some pics of our fun night! :)







On another note. I have been buying Lola some dress up outfits.. catching the sales with halloween for the past couple of days. So I found this little ballerina outfit this afternoon for $1.99. So I decided to go ahead and give it to her today. I already have 3 dress up outfits already wrapped for Christmas. SHE WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED!!!! After having the 2 boys I forgot how much fun it is to have a girly girl!!! I got Zeke a Darth Vader outfit for next year too...











Friday, November 5, 2010

Zekers starts school TUESDAY!!!

So.. I have just started realizing that Zeke introduces himself as "Zekers" MY WHOLE family.. and those who know him well for some reason have picked up on this name since birth! And have pretty much called him this since day one. I am not even sure if he knows his real name?? So we went to meet his teacher on Thursday and she said.. What is your name and he said "Zekers" and she said Oh Hi Zekers and then asked me.. "is that how you would like these labeled"... so we are going to have to work on that!!! I mean it might be cute now.. but give it till the 3rd grade!!! LOL! Anyways.. So Zeke starts school on Tuesday! AND HE CAN HARDLY WAIT!!!! He has had his back pack at the door since Thursday afternoon! He is going to go two days a week Tue/Thurs. Same school as Caid is going so that will be awesome!

Anyhow... looking forward to the laid back weekend. with NO PLANS!! YAY!!! What are we going to do!!! We will find something that's for sure!!!

Peace out Peeps!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Zeke's Party

So I didn't have time to edit some cool pics... but I hope to get to it.. But I wanted to post some pics of the Zeke's little bday party! It was actually I think one of my favorite parties.. (Cause you know.. it is all about me anyways!!!) It was probably one of the most laid back parties. We didn't really have an agenda or anything. And it was nice cause I got to visit with our friends. Which RARELY happens at our parties cause there is just so much to do. So it was really nice. Our friends the Kinney's , Leeanne and her girls and my sister in law and my niece and nephew came for the special occasion! Besides the flat tire that I got on my way to pick up Abbie from school and that Zeke's original bday cake said "Happy 15 Zeck" (Thank Goodness Sherilyn was here to watch the kiddies while I was gone fixing the tire and the CAKE) It was a very pleasant and enjoyable time!!! And I had a good time!!!! Well atleast I had a great time! :)

THE PARTY GROUP!



Zeke and his MONSTER cake!




Zeke's Cinnamon Roll Breakfast




Kids have problems too

Ok so last night at AWANA I was decided to start a Prayer time in our little small group well our small group is 12 but whatever~ So we started around.. some were about their dog,goats or chickens... cause they were sick. One had a prayer request for her grandpa who was in the hospital cause he couldn't breathe good. Then all the sudden one of the quietest girls in or group says. I would like prayer for my family and that I would stop crying all the time cause my parents are getting a divorce. Then the girl next to her said. Can you pray for our family cause my mom is going to jail for pushing my brother and I off a bridge and my brother died and I really miss him. (um.. I really tried to compose my self..... but my eyes did start tearing up as she unfolded the story.) Most of the girls in my group knew the story so everyone just fell kinds silent as we prayed (which doesn't really happen with a group of 12 3rd grade girls) So it was not the "expected" pray for my dog,goat, chicken night.. But it was cool to have all the girls come around and pray for each other! And also being able to teach them that there are no magic words to prayer.



Monday, November 1, 2010

ZEKE TURNS 3




PREPARE FOR TMI!!: What happens when your birth control method fails ONCE in 7 years!!! WE GOT ZEKE!!! Caid was 10 months old when I got pregnant with Zeke and I thought I was GOING TO DIE!!! I called my friend/Doctor and told her what happen and I thought I was pregnant.. So she had me come in and get a blood test and sure enough........ The closeness of age was alot for me... But 9 months later.. we got Zeke at a whopping 9lbs!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEKE!! Today we are going to have his little PAR-TA... just a little one.. there is ABSOLUTELY NO THEME!!! He changed his mind like 300 times so I just decided to just go with whatever.. and boy is his party mismatched like crazy. but whatever... It's HIS party right!!! So HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEKERS!!!






New week.. deep breathe

Ok peeps. So after one of the most frustrating weekends I have had in a LONG LONG LONG time! I have decided that I am going to OWN this week! well you know what I mean!
Anyways. I was thinking about the Proverbs 31 gal and how she "rose early" I don't think she rose early to get things done. I think she rose early to get some sanity before she started her crazy day to day life! So because I AM SUCH A PROVERBS 31 WOMEN!!! (I better not hear giggles) I am going to revert back to getting up before the kids. To be able to enjoy my cup of coffee and wake up a bit before being BOMB BARDED! When school started I was doing this and it was working really good but then I started going to bed later and later so it became harder to get up!
So here is to 5:45am! :/

Anyways. in other news. I talked to my brother on IM the other night. Cause really that is the only time I ever talked to him usually! And I would just like to give him a BIG SHOUT out for his PROMOTION at work!! I am very proud of him and I think that it is awesome!!! It only took him 10 years to get to be LEAD CASHIER AT WALMART!!! But better late that never!!!! Anyways!! CONGRATS BIG BRO!!! Now go catch those "WALMART SHOPPERS"